Ex-Belgian Satanist Converted to Jesus Christ
Dear reader friends, this is the account of the childhood, adolescence and then adult life of a man who experienced the dark depths of Satanism. It testifies to the omnipotence of Jesus to deliver those who are captive to the enemy. He answered our questions honestly, his own words were transcribed. Converted for 9 years, he raises a cry of alarm to warn about the dangers of sin, especially that of occultism, and calls on Christians to wake up, to come out of their lightness and ignorance to truly sanctify themselves.
Can you tell us about your childhood and your family? I am now 38 years old. I have two brothers and two sisters. I come from a family that practices Satanism. My name was « legion of legions » and I do not say that with pride. It is a great shame to have been a hotel for filthy demons and to have been finally only a puppet. As far back as I can remember, the family atmosphere was made up of sadness, wickedness and trauma. However, it is wrong to believe that a Satanist, a sorcerer, etc., are just victims. Although deceived by Satan, they made choices, uttered « wish » and offered human sacrifices etc. They’re victims AND criminals. The Satanist offers his children to Satan. So I was born possessed and bound by particular spirits related to my function in the world of darkness. Perhaps the worst was the education we received. We were all big perverts filled with all kinds of unspeakable perversities. On the satanic side, we had special spirits of our own, we had masters who guided us.
I was watching out for attacks from outside. We were entirely surrendered to Satan, wolves. I wasn’t the most powerful, but I could lead using cunning. That was my specialty. Growing up, my parents, masters (demons) or other people abused me in different ways until I reached total despair. I wasn’t safe anywhere, no one was protecting me, quite the contrary. My parents offered me to be abused. It was always extremely violent and very long-lasting. For example, unlike the physical world, in the spiritual world, someone’s heart can be ripped off several times or teeth broken. You don’t even have to wait until the baby is born to do it. Once deprived of hope and traumatized, I closed my heart completely and permanently. That is, I died in myself. I lived only through the lives of others. My first sacrifice was to sacrifice myself or rather to sacrifice someone who looked like me, it symbolized my death. I was then ready to do everything I was asked to do and without mercy!
Can you tell us what the daily life of a Satanist family looks like? There were several of us at home, we had specific positions. There was a very specific hierarchy. Within the family, we were constantly fighting for power and domination. We had to be wary of everyone and watch over the every move of each other so as not to be surprised. Seen from the outside, we looked like a « good » family a bit in the style of large Catholic families. My father was a labourer and my mother « raised » us. In short, it’s the double side. We were supposed to look « normal » but we were on the other side completely doomed to Satan. So I went to school, I did some activities close to home, but always under the watch of the demons. They did not hesitate to punish me if I disobeyed. They made mistakes, hated each other, betrayed each other or betrayed me.
I only blew when I was in class, surrounded by other students. I then relaxed a little, but the demons sometimes took possession of my teacher and brought me back to reality through various abuses, but nothing happened in front of the students. The first rule was to be discreet. At a signal from my mother, we all came out of our bodies to get together. We had a particular language that at first seemed good but is always two-way. It is the hallmark of all the occults who will speak to you for example of « love » or « beings of light ».
So we had a normal lifestyle. The aim was to make followers, to influence without being spotted, which is very easy because blindness is very strong even among Christians. Let us know that only the Holy Ghost can show you a high sorcerer or Satanist. They infiltrate our meetings and are the ones who are the most dynamic (they are not fought, it helps). They have great revelations and great gifts that may seem spiritual.
But you only had to dig a little deeper to see a whole other reality. My mother, who was more powerful than me (otherwise we would have killed her), had the opportunity to read our thoughts. Imagine what it can do in everyday life. We were punished for our actions but also for our thoughts. This creates an atmosphere of madness. Over time, as we grew up, we learned to block any intrusion into our thoughts.
I am so sad to see so many Christians so oblivious to the price and danger of sin. I am sorry by their phony theories about the world of darkness that they have sought from the sorcerers or demons themselves. Yet the Bible is very clear on this subject and all sufficient for the Christian. I heard recently that the « Illuminati » do not exist !!! Blind!!! What is also sad is that we have a God so powerful that we become carefree despite the alarms of the Holy Ghost and when we find ourselves in a critical situation, we accuse God.
Do you know how long your family had been practicing Satanism? I am not sure of the number of generations, but I would say nine. I saw it through a particular experience. The good news is that Jesus came to destroy the works of darkness and made the Christian a totally new creature. Also, two types of people from our family, Satanists or pastors, came out. Strange as it may seem, there have also been men of God.
I would say it is God’s humour. I love this God who comes looking for the worst dark and future-free creatures to make them his servants, transforming them into men and women who love themselves in the holiness of God. I love God because he has a way of doing good to Him. As with Moses, whom He placed in a family of darkness for his upbringing. In the deliverance of the people, our God first humiliated the sorcerers. His method: he first puts himself at their level but still conquers them (snake, appearance of blood, etc.). Then God rises a little and they are overwhelmed and confused. He then takes care of the main demons of Egypt: frogs, night and darkness (Ra, Isis and Osiris, etc.) and then God rises again to finish with Satan (pharaoh). Finally, he publicly humiliates all this little world without even rising from his throne. Oh yes, God is God. If God had risen completely that day, it would have been the end of everything, of the universe and of the different heavens. God must have contained His power, his greatness and His glory to teach us. And he does it for every life that is given to Him.
What do satanic cults look like?
We have left Satanism at the cost of an erased memory. So it’s hard for me to be precise and give a timetable. But Satan likes to make fun of God or make men do blasphemous acts. We made evil scenes with human flesh, we also made meetings every week. There were special days, on pagan or Christian festivals, because behind the Christian holidays there are many abominations. Larger meetings were sometimes held with Satan himself. We also had our own day-to-day work.
How are children involved in these cults? Those who are not sacrificed are offered before their birth to Satan and prepared for their mission. Once born, they are prepared to be insensitive to everything, and with so much hatred that they are capable of all kinds of abominations. We also had very powerful family demons. One of them was supposed to stop the bullets but I never tried.
Occultism is omnipresent in our societies through vision and astrology for example. What is the connection between these practices and outright Satanism?
It’s all connected, actually. Here’s how I see it. There are levels of occultism with their own demons, getting bigger and more powerful. Everyone is blinded by Satan even though those above the pyramid are more aware than those at the base. Downstairs, some are even convinced that they serve God.
We can do many different levels but to sum up, there are 3 main ones: 1. White magic: we use specific prayers to heal, to provoke things. This is called white magic because it is used to do good (that’s what they believe). No big sacrifices because it must always seem to be religious. Catholics and some pastors love it. This is materialized by manifestations that seem to come from God, stigmas, various signs or pastors who offer their sheep to have a full assembly.
2. Black magic: small sacrifices with great human sacrifices. They know they are hurting, they are killing people voluntarily.
3. Satanists: worship Satan, offer a quota of human flesh, their children, their lives, they fast and pray etc. I find that the demons of this level are different from the demons of witchcraft. These first ones are bigger or the same but more « black » and more filthy. All the occult sciences bind you to demons and make you a slave. Whether it is the encounter with the inner masters or false external deities or magnetism, most therapies (xxxthers ex: olotherapy …), astral journeys, the goal is the same. : Link you so you can access your lives and kill yourself and your family. Maybe also use you as a human bomb to draw as many people as possible to hell.
In this world, all acts, even those that seem innocuous, have spiritual consequences. Occultism seems as beautiful as the fruit proposed to Eve by Satan, but it leads to death. It’s really significant about the way Satan deceives men. It gives them access to the spiritual world and thus to knowledge. But the reality is much more miserable. At best, you will have access to the second world, but to what is glorious, you will not have access to it. You are given a demon that allows you to do certain things but its mission is to bring in as many demons as possible to annihilate you or use you to destroy other lives. While Jesus, He, gave us His life so that we may have eternal life. He just asks us to wait a little down here until his return. We will then be in His holy presence and in all knowledge of the spiritual world and in bliss. Let’s get back to you. What kind of child, teenager were you?
I was very disturbed. This could really be seen, because I was « apart »; it is, let us say, « demonic sanctification. » I did not sin openly, I looked like a religious person, raised in a family with religious values. After that, we fled Satanism. I then really threw myself into the world. In a few years, I found myself in delinquency, in sexual depravity (excluding Satanism) and in drugs. First, hashish, then XTC, speed, coke (a little) and heroin. I was under the constant influence of one or the other of the demons. So just before Jesus picked me up again (because he called me several times in my wanderings and this since my childhood), I was completely devastated emotionally, physically and spiritually. I had no personality of my own or very little because the demons took up too much space in my soul. I understood that Satan could do nothing for me because he is a liar, the world could not bring me anything either. So I was empty and hopeless, none.
I only realized at a certain age that other people were still alive and not just dolls that are used as they please. I remember it because I saw a child crying because I was hurting him and I thought, « Hey, this is crying??? Weird! ». But it made a mark on me. Have you ever wanted to break with the way of life you had? Yes, but it is impossible without Jesus, must we know it again! So someone has to announce it! I had a sad life, full of wickedness and devoid of the simple pleasures of the life that God offers us; Satan stains everything!
Towards the end of the « Satanism » period, my parents decided to flee Satanism because at home everything had gone into a spin: the power struggles had become incessant. We were trying to kill each other between brother and sister. My twin brother and I, who had made a « no bloodshed » pact, had attempted a coup to kill our mother. Fortunately, it was a failure.
The price for leaving Satanism is the erasure of memory as well as various things. It’s a trap. The reality is that we never leave Satanism, we are unconscious but we always practice it, we can only get out of it when Jesus comes to redeem us. We all had a double personality, one more or less normal and the other completely demonic. We didn’t really control the passages from one personality to another; It was automatic. We realized the damage because bits of memory passed from one personality to another.
My parents sought to escape all this through various occult movements and occult sciences: from the rose-cross, through the IARC to Catholicism and even Jehovah’s Witnesses. I was myself in the rose cross as a torchbearer. It is a very evil sect that claims to have its origins from the Egyptians. We learn in particular through different initiations the astral journey (out of one’s body).
They study esotericism and ancient Egypt a lot. And just like some pastors, they will bathe in the Jordan.
The son of one of the great masters who overthrew his father to take his place, the father and his most loyal « lieutenants » left and founded the CIRCES. The most influential slice of the rose cross is part of the Martinism. And what about Catholicism and other religions where we mix occult and Bible? In my opinion these are the worst because the name of Jesus is used. Or rather, his name is sfiled by practices unworthy of Him. What kind of adult did you become?
I didn’t look like anything anymore, I was totally desperate, having tasted everything and being not satisfied with anything. There is nothing left for this kind of man except Jesus. I dreamed only of simple things, but they can only truly and fully be found in Jesus: love, peace, joy, happiness! Happiness is only found in Jesus. I lived through others because I didn’t have access to my own heart. I fed on others and their emotions. I was infinitely and deeply sad. Some believe that God and Satan are myth- that they are human inventions. What can you say about that?
These are really not myths; but it is the Holy Ghost who will convince them. I invite you to ask Jesus to come into your life, to come to you. God is very very powerful and He knows how to speak to you, whom He has woven into the womb of your mothers. But be careful, one day it will be too late. What was your view of one and the other?
Before I didn’t really know that God existed and I mistakenly believed that Satan was the most powerful creature. Now I gloat when I think that Satan is forced to bend his knees every time the name of Jesus is spoken. I was really wrong. You know, that’s why Satan doesn’t sleep, otherwise he wouldn’t stop having nightmares. The smallest of the newly converted Christians makes him bend his knee to the Almighty name of Jesus Christ! Satan is a creature and Jesus is the Creator so powerful that He commands from His mouth to bring something to existence like the earth or the sun. Indeed, wars have been lost, people have been ruined but Satan has lost everything! Duuuuuuuuuuurrr hihihihi !!!
Who failed like Satan??? Who was stripped and humiliated like Satan?? Jesus came to destroy all the deeds whose ordinances condemned us. Satan lost his power over all those who accepted Jesus, he was publicly humiliated, delivered in spectacle before all his demons, all angels and men. Only men don’t understand anything. All the other creatures understood because they were there. God, He is Almighty, He is a good and a good Dad. He is righteous and acts with us. What a consolation!
Under what circumstances did you end up turning to God? In reality it wasn’t really me who took the first step. It was God who really came to take care of our family. It takes a good dose of faith to change sides like this. You really have to be sure to go from the weakest to the strongest! You know, God is not proud, unlike men; Jesus called me several times to Him in my life and never tired of doing so despite my blasphemy and the way I treated his servants. God came to visit me simply, full of love. He is really too strong because He has poured His love into my heart and nothing has blocked him, neither the demons nor Satan nor me. It hurt a little, but it felt so good.
Why did you choose to turn to God? When there is really no hope, there is always Jesus. I read a book by TL Olsborn with some pretty powerful testimonies where sorcerers converted and didn’t die. I saw my mother take the plunge and then my brother. Something had really changed in them. It gave me the courage to cross the line despite the demons that were furious and their threats. I ran to see a pastor and pressured him to ask Jesus to come into my life in his presence so that Satan would not accuse me afterwards. The pastor did not understand my zeal.
Unfortunately, I only accepted Jesus at the time as Savior. I told myself that there was nothing to do with me, I just wanted to die in God, let Him take me away. I didn’t want Him to touch my suffering and strip me of my powers because I always wanted to be able to defend myself. Yet he did. I did not understand his language because He spoke of me as a valiant hero. He told me that He called me, that he loved me and many other things. I wandered the Christian world and no one could do anything for me. I heard about the power of the Holy Ghost and began to run after him (while he was in me). I had really misunderstood the Word. I found myself in the gold flakes as in the helping relationship, but I found neither God nor deliverance.
It wasn’t until a few years later, when I arrived in an assembly where the leaders were really walking in holiness (I thought it didn’t exist, but the Christian was a hypocrite) that I decided to leave my luggage and fold the knee before Jesus my Lord. It’s fun because I always announced things before they happened. It bothered everyone because I knew things I shouldn’t know. For example, I told my brother that I didn’t want to break up with him because we were going to get caught. He was going there and getting caught. I thought this thing was evil, but I later realized that it was something that God had put in me. He was the one who created me to serve him.
What did you find out about Jesus Christ?
I discovered that His sacrifice to the cross was not a failure but the greatest victory that the universe and that all worlds have known. Jesus defends His children, He is the shield and the foundation. There’s PEACE in him.
What difficulties did you encounter in deciding to turn the page on the life you had before? The beginnings were very complicated because I didn’t read the Bible enough. No one saw my condition and no one chased the demons in the assembly I frequented. They didn’t see anything. To be honest, I was very disappointed because I saw their spiritual state and what they were hiding. I was thirsty for something else, but I didn’t see it anywhere. It is as if the Jesus who found me, they did not know Him. They didn’t fear God. They had only the appearance of piety. Finally, trusting the brothers and sisters and opening me up to them was also very difficult.
Young people preferred to gather to flirt, watch movies rather than pray or praise God. I was very naïve at the time and very disappointed to see the hidden intentions of not very virtuous ladies. You know, I’m not a very spiritual person but I love Jesus. He’s Sweet. The demons and Satan threatened us in different ways. The Satanists have attacked us and are still attacking us. But since I’ve been walking in sanctification, they’ve been standing apart. They attack at their own risk and peril. Even Satan, when he attacks, plans a hidden squadron so he can flee if he is hunted in the name of Jesus.
I must have also learned to know myself, for since my birth I was possessed. So I wasn’t used to living alone in my head, and I didn’t know who I was and what my personality was. Why did you persevere in faith despite all the struggles you had? Because Jesus is the only way. It is not a simple verse, it is a great truth. I’m in a boat, Jesus’ boat. I’m safe there and I’m very, very good at it. In the water, there are crocodiles and sharks who resent me to death. And you’re asking me why I don’t want to get out of the boat? What did you have in the Lord that you did not have when you lived in darkness?
Everything. Asking the question means you don’t know the world of darkness. This world is torment, Satan himself is made of torment and anger. All the occults are tormented and devoured from within. It’s unlivable. Between the demons who demand blood from you, the dirty characters of the demons and their incessant quarrels, it is not easy to live. Life in Jesus is quite different. What Peace as that of Jesus, what security, what deep and perfect love that that of our GOD. Happiness is in Jesus. God is not wicked and even makes us participate in His life, His glory, His kingdom and many promises. God comforts us when we are sad, He heals our wounds and uses us to demonstrate His glory. What a God and what a difference!
How is Christian life more satisfying? It is based on god’s righteousness and love. God loves us and acts with us, He will not betray us and will never abandon us. What insurance and what security. As far as human relations are concerned, we have the Bible that should be pondered because it is our guide and allows us not to be abused by men.
How long have you been in the Lord and what does your current life look like? My first steps with the Lord are more than 15 years old (we’re getting older!) but I’ve really given up everything for Him for 9 years. I let God strip me of everything. I looked like the most destitute of the little worms without strength. I was really pathetic. But He later put on a different coat for me. I am currently in formation with the Lord and by the Lord. I’m married. I’m waiting for the Lord’s green light to work in his field. Before coming to France (I am of Belgian origin), I tried to serve God but He spoke to me through a dream to tell me that I had no license to do so. So I’m waiting for Him to give me his permission. I am really happy to know Jesus, I love sanctification. It may sound strange, but I really love the sanctification and glory of God that is linked to this sanctification. What can you tell us about sin in general and that of the occult in particular?
Sin should really afflict us. Already because it separates us from God, which is so unpleasant, but also because it is really something that deeply saddens God. Jesus is our fiancé and we, the Church, are his beloved. Jesus is in love with us, He never tires of looking at us, in love. It’s like I’m with my fiancée and she starts looking and talking to another man with love. How sad! But sin is worse, it is spiritual adultery. This same bride has relationships with others while you sanctify for her. The occult is an insult to God and is so small. To think of yourself as gods when the true God gives you the air you breathe is pitiful.
Let us learn to know God, to know the sanctification and the absence of long-term sin because this is life with God and God honors us when we honor him. If you had one message for men, which one would it be? Jesus will be back soon, very soon. He comes to look for a church without blemishes or wrinkles. He comes to pick up men and women living in sanctification. He gave His life for you, he died at the cross to redeem you at a very great price. Convert and live! Let go of sin and live! Let go of the idols and live! He calls for a new generation, Christians who live in sanctification. Christians of exemplary simplicity, sanctification, depth and with a message that has not yet been heard and seen before, if not in the Bible. Here’s this message: Jesus is back! Prepare! Take that step today, now. Tomorrow it will be too late. Jesus will change your lives. Source: http://www.lesdokimos.org/2013/12/30/temoignage-dun-ex-sataniste-qui-a-echoue-comme-satan-jesusest-tout-puissant/